Still-Raining

Fearless is not the absence of fear, it's not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. Fearless is walking into your freshman year at high school at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again. Even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's fearless to have faith that some day things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, ev

Hey guys. Life's okay. Update? Okay. School - Hard, but I'm doing better then I was doing last year. It's weird to think I'm a junior and I only have a year and a half left of this. I don't want to grow up and have to figure out the rest of my life. The thought terrifies me. Same with the current seniors graduating. I want them to stay the seniors forever. Life without them seems to strange and unimaginable. Horses - The ponies are good. Silo, the 17 hand Thoroughbred gelding, is fun. He's a good guy. He's definitely a different ride from Kasey, but he's fun. We're still figuring each other out but everyone who sees me ride him says they'

Hey guys. I haven't updated you guys in forever. I left the barn I had been riding at about six weeks ago. I took my first lesson at my new barn yesterday. I'm now riding a 17 hand Thoroughbred gelding named Silo. He's pretty cute, a lot different from Kasey, who I was used to riding. But he's fun. I get to ride him 1-4 days a week, depending on how often I can get up there. Life's pretty good. School sucks. Two of my best friends moved to Texas. The boy is just as confusing as ever. The old one is kinda there but not really. We're speaking, which makes me happy. I redyed my pink hair. My uncle sent me a Canon AE-1 with three differ